Sunday, July 17, 2016

THE TREE OF DESOLATION

On the outskirts of the village, stood this huge banyan tree—more than a thousand-years-old, its roots embedded deep under every home in the village, its vast branches crisscrossing and stretched far and wide.

Once an imposing sentinel that provided shelter and shade, the banyan tree was now forsaken by all. Women used to worship it, tie a scared thread around it; men used to sit under its shade and smoke hookah; children would swing from its branches; sages would mediate; soothsayers offered solace to tormented souls; every leaf that fell was sacred. The villagers believed it was the wind carrying a dream to its fruition. Now, in hushed tones, stories are told, of voices calling out their names in the dark of the night, of cold fingers running across their necks, of hands reaching out to snare them. The tree was haunted, an abode for evil spirits; it was cursed, no longer worthy of being worshipped!

How could a once-revered tree be abandoned thus? Its very reverence was the cause—“I want my son to pass his examinations with great marks. He needs to get that seat in college.” “I need to get married to her. Make her love me, Lord!” “I want what she has! Make me as rich as her!” “Let my husband stop drinking.” “Don’t let him win! That land is rightfully mine!” “Make him leave his wife for me, I love him so much.” “Find my daughter that heart she needs. You are our only solace.” “Help me find a job.” Whispered yearnings of broken hearts, frenzied murmurings escaping despairing lips, a deluge of wishes clashing with each other—success, wealth, revenge, vindication, absolution! One man’s prayer, another man’s prison!

For centuries, the mighty banyan was weighed down by the collective aspirations of people, by the negativity their hopelessness emitted. Their despair latched on to its branches, poisoning its veins, till it no longer brought forth hope that changed lives. It simply ceased to be the Tree of Life.

A toxic energy now flowed through it, giving the tree a life of its own. It attracted the worst of people, feeding on their greatest fears and manifesting it. It still heard the fervent prayers of people but paid attention to the festering, unbidden desires. What purpose would goodness serve with its dried, bland, vanilla-like nature? Sin! Oh glorious sin! That throbbing, beating, colourful spectrum that never died was a thousand times worth rewarding!

Over time, the tree truly became a force of evil, calling on to everything that was depraved and decayed with fear clinging to its bark and misery rustling through its branches. Every leaf that fell burnt in its wake hope. With nothing pure left in it anymore, the people slowly shunned it.

The mighty banyan still stands there—a leafy vault of secrets, offering shade and solace for all those brave enough to venture towards it. Abandoned and shunned it may be but never alone. Take a walk beneath it on a moonless night and hear the shrieks of wishes trapped within, if you dare. 

Thursday, March 3, 2016

The things we lost in silence

The things we lost in silence...

Courage.

To tell you that distance doesn’t mean avoidance.

Nor does it mean indifference.

Friendship is not measured by what I can do for you but for all that I mean to you.

I’m in the clear here. I am right.

All that I am guilty of is a lack of enthusiasm—your kind of enthusiasm. And as they say, it takes two to tango. Apparently, you were looking for better choreography, fresher chemistry.


“Good luck” feels like such a slap in the face when it comes with a goodbye note.